The Year 2014

Another year had passed and this personal blog of mine will turn 8 this October. Can you believe that? I've been blogging for almost 8 years now and a LOT of things have changed.

Right now, I am still waiting for my travel order to Tacloban. By the way, my request was granted and my first facility assignment is Tacloban Tower/Approach Control. I am so excited with my new assignment. Living (and working) in Manila didn't appeal to me, so I guess my facility assignment would rather be a brand new adventure. Isn't that uhmmaaazzzzingggg? Although, I keep on hearing things about the developments of Tacloban, I guess it's going to be a challenge to me.

Also, come February 13, I'll be in Singapore! It's going to be my first time and I am so, so, so EXCITED. I can no longer contain my excitement. You see, I have purchased my round trip ticket 10 days ago. Wala na tong atrasan! I'll be there to attend the Singapore Airshow 2014. And the good thing is, the DSLR's with me. I brought it when I went home last Christmas break.

Oh well, it's almost one in the morning. Time to sleep. We're still in Plaridel Airport, waiting for our travel docs and other important things. I'm not complaining though, I love it here! Grabe ang savings ko rito when it comes to food, transportation (who needs transpo when you sleep at the control tower's quarters?), and other miscellaneous expenses. Just in time for my upcoming Singapore trip this February! I know it's going to be an expensive trip. But who knows, maybe my frugality will kick in once I set foot to the Asia's Fine City. Yeah, you've heard it, FINE CITY.

If you know what I mean. *wink*

Thankful

I really can't believe that my blog post about my recent trip in Manila would have more than 800 page views 12 hrs after its inception. I am also constantly receiving positive feedback from that particular post, and I am thankful for that.

More so, Google AdSense has finally approved my blog after 10 attempts. Really. I almost gave up, but thank God I didn't.

Now time for serious blogging. Let's get it on. Gonna earn a lot from it. I can feel it.

Huyeaaaah!

A Letter For You

Hello!

It’s been a long time since the last time we’ve met. How are you? I hope you’re doing fine. I just moved from Singapore to Darwin, Australia a few months ago. People here are warmhearted, so I don’t feel home sick. How’s Davao? I’m pretty sure that it is still green, still the same since I left my beloved hometown several years back.

You know what? I really miss you so much. I keep on reminiscing those sweet memories we have back in college. I can still remember the time when we first met. I was in bad mood that time. You know what our university has to offer during enrollment period. Students have to wait for their turn forever. I was losing my patience that time until I saw you. Those eyes… those pretty and expressive eyes. But I did not pay attention that much. You smiled to me but I did not smile back.

It was during the school’s annual sports event when I first heard your sweet voice. You were asking if I were a player. I was caught off guard. Of all people in the field, you chose me to ask some questions. I wasn’t even the committee head of that sports event! I was really intrigued.

As days go by, we keep on seeing in other, well, unintentionally. I was eating my lunch alone, as usual, in the university cafeteria. You came and we ate lunch together. We talk a lot of things and crack some jokes. Ah, you really have the sweetest laughter. Do you still remember when we broke the university’s rule by going to the building’s roof deck? It was such an amazing (and funny) experience. We almost got caught and apprehended by the guards.

Months have passed and I realized that I wanted to see you more often. There are days that I don’t meet you due to our indefinite schedules, but hey, it may sound cheesy but… you make my day complete, all the time.

After all these days of being with you, I just thought that I’m falling for you, but the thing is, I don’t have the courage to profess my love. I don’t know, maybe I wasn’t ready for this or what, but I think I just wasted every opportunities that came. But then again, I just keep on telling myself that “this is not the right time, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.”

Months before my college graduation, our batch committee decided to throw a formal party. I thought that this was the perfect opportunity, but I did not muster enough courage to invite you as my date. So, I sent you a text message. You told me that you should invite me personally. So I did it. After the party, I made a confession. You gave me an answer, but not the much-anticipated one.

It was a no.

You told me that you were already taken months after your 18th birthday. That was a year and a half ago. I was not mad at you for not telling me a part of your life. I respect it, I mean, I don’t have the right to know all personal things about you. I am just a friend, not a police officer or a CIA Agent.

I admit that I got hurt but eventually I moved on. Certain thoughts circulated my mind after that moment:

What if I asked her earlier?
What if I was courageous enough back then?
Is there really a future between the two us?
Will it really work as time goes by?

But I believe all those things happened for the reason. And with that, I am still happy that we remained friends.

Even if you already have a family there, you will always have a special place in my heart. I will never forget you. Ever. You were the first person to leave a mark in my heart. You were my first love… and I will forever cherish those happy moments that we have back in college.