So far, 2014 is the year of realizations about love and life, generally speaking. It's all about meeting new people and learning from them.
It has been a roller coaster ride for me for the past few weeks. Don't get me wrong, I ain't depressed or on a verge of killing myself. No. It's not like that. Recently, I have learned to accept the fact that no matter how nice you are, there are people who would talk, or even stab behind your back. It really hurts because I easily trust people. Trust, for me, is an important commodity to establish a healthy relationship to people around you - be at work, at home, or at school. It's an emotional investment. Once you've broken my trust, it would be useless, like a piece of junk. It's like throwing all of my valuable resources to a deep abyss where no one could ever bring it back.
There are others who, at first be thoughtful and sweet to you. They've also promised that they're always there for you no matter what. Then after a few months of showing affection to you, they'll just leave you in an instant. Sometimes, I'd question myself whether if I did something wrong or offensive, but after a thorough check, there was none. Whatever the reasons are, I guess there are things that are never meant to be understood; some are meant to be accepted.
I am still thankful despite these. As what my mentor had once told me: The world wasn't made for you. They made me realize that I should learn how to adjust and adapt to new environment. Let's just focus on how to make Earth a better place to live rather than to wallow on these negative things. Cheers for positivity and I thank God for giving me strengths and wisdom all the time.
Smile. Life is precious.
It has been a roller coaster ride for me for the past few weeks. Don't get me wrong, I ain't depressed or on a verge of killing myself. No. It's not like that. Recently, I have learned to accept the fact that no matter how nice you are, there are people who would talk, or even stab behind your back. It really hurts because I easily trust people. Trust, for me, is an important commodity to establish a healthy relationship to people around you - be at work, at home, or at school. It's an emotional investment. Once you've broken my trust, it would be useless, like a piece of junk. It's like throwing all of my valuable resources to a deep abyss where no one could ever bring it back.
There are others who, at first be thoughtful and sweet to you. They've also promised that they're always there for you no matter what. Then after a few months of showing affection to you, they'll just leave you in an instant. Sometimes, I'd question myself whether if I did something wrong or offensive, but after a thorough check, there was none. Whatever the reasons are, I guess there are things that are never meant to be understood; some are meant to be accepted.
I am still thankful despite these. As what my mentor had once told me: The world wasn't made for you. They made me realize that I should learn how to adjust and adapt to new environment. Let's just focus on how to make Earth a better place to live rather than to wallow on these negative things. Cheers for positivity and I thank God for giving me strengths and wisdom all the time.
Smile. Life is precious.
