Fix me. Mend me. Save me from the darkness of Machiavellian environment. I just can’t stand this any longer. The pain is still in my subliminal thought. I am indeed suffering Insomnia. I know it sucks. I don’t know. Uggh!
I realize that I’m living in an unhealthy environment. No, I don’t live in a smoggy area in Manila, slums in the riverbanks of Pasig River or near EDSA, where you can inhale different noxious and deadly fumes from car. Ironically, I live in a peaceful and clean environment somewhere in Davao City.
No, the environment is not an issue. I do have some bad habits that until now, I can’t resist to do those things. Now that’s the issue.
I realize that I’m living in an unhealthy environment. No, I don’t live in a smoggy area in Manila, slums in the riverbanks of Pasig River or near EDSA, where you can inhale different noxious and deadly fumes from car. Ironically, I live in a peaceful and clean environment somewhere in Davao City.
No, the environment is not an issue. I do have some bad habits that until now, I can’t resist to do those things. Now that’s the issue.
- I constantly bite my nails. First, I do this eeekky habit whenever I’m nervous. But today? I bite my nails because I just want to.
- I drink ice cold coffee (Choco Bear Brand with one teaspoon of Nescafe Coffee) twice a day. Before I go to sleep, I drink this addictive drink. UGGH. Caffeine, I only need you during my exam week (or almost everyday). Shoo!
- I can’t live without internet. Sounds OA but I’m addicted to it.
- I have a different body clock. I sleep at almost 4 am, and wake up at around 1.30 – 2:00 pm. Now that’s unhealthy. It looks like my body clock’s adjusted to Eastern Europe’s Timezone (negative seven hours).
- I don’t exercise. I find jogging early in the morning an exasperating and cumbersome activity. Uggh. I just prefer to eat virtually anything that’s edible. I am contented with my built. I just want to gain weight, but I’m lazy. I HAVE A LAZY BUTT. I have a mountain bike and dad had just fixed it yesterday. Awww. Dad’s so sweet. BUT NO! I’m lazy. But I promised to him that I’ll use my mountain bike, sooner or later.
- On the lighter side, I eat lots and lots of vegetables. Haha. I love “sinabawang gulay” and Ampalaya. Haha.
END. The bottom line is this: I don’t practice self-discipline. I sometimes don’t have self-control. TEMPTATION. FOOOOOD. And now I’m craving for a deep-fried Hito (catfish).
Alright! Gonna post some random thoughts. Hahaha. What’s on my mind right now?
- It’s quite useless if I watch the local TV Patrol. It’s just I suck at my Visayan Proficiency. I do understand the basics and can speak fluently but I don’t speak deep Visayan words. HAHA. One time, I asked my mom, “Ma, anong angul? Namatay?”. My mom replied, “Angul? Nasaktan. Hurt.”. “HAHA! Aba aba. Ambot oi. Basta alam ko, nasamad ang nasugatan! HAHA”.
- I just hate cats, PERIOD.
- Countries like China, Japan and Myanmar is on crisis. Adversity, that is.
- I just adore the talent of Boyce Avenue. WOOHOO! IDOL!
- Weird Al Yankovic is a perfect stress reliever. HAHAHA.
- One more thing, I just want to learn this piano piece: PLEASE DON’T STOP THE MUSIC. WHOOHOO! I think it’s very easy. Hahaha. :))
MAMASAYMAMASAMMAMACUSSA! Woohoo! Who loves naughty kids, BY THE WAY??! Ugggh. They’re driving me nuts. Choknuts! Coconuts!
hayaan mo, sandali lang siguro yang insomnia mo :) anyway, try drinking milk instead of coffee before going to sleep.
ReplyDeletewellll... at least your disciplined in your studies. unlike me. *leaves*
hehehe. oonga. at least. may discipline ako when it comes to my studies.. hahaha
ReplyDeleteWow,I also wanna learn that! Hmmm,sira yung piano nya? Yung isang parang keypad nya(WAHAHAHA) parang sira eh:) sensha na. di ako mashadong magaling sa piano piano thingy.
ReplyDeletedi keypad tawag dun. key lang. hahaha. ONGA! sira talaga. malapit pa sa middle C. mahirap yun! ay bahala siya. HAHAHA :)))
ReplyDeleteIt's okay, millions of other people of our generation experience the same stuff. Don't be too paranoid, you'll live. :P :))
ReplyDeletewow! taga-davao ka pala? as in? san ka banda nakatira? hehehe
ReplyDeleteapir!
ReplyDeletei suck at bisaya..
common words lang alam ko..
1. i dont understand deep bisaya too =P
ReplyDelete2. Boyce Avenue is ♥!!!
3. nag-nganga ko sa ngpiano. DI KO KABALO ANA!!! >.<"'
I have a different body clock. I sleep at almost 4 am, and wake up at around 1.30 – 2:00 pm. Now that’s unhealthy. It looks like my body clock’s adjusted to Eastern Europe’s Timezone (negative seven hours).
kahadlok nmu renz. iba na yang insomia mo. up to 2am lang kaya ko bah.
I have a different body clock. I sleep at almost 4 am, and wake up at around 1.30 – 2:00 pm. Now that’s unhealthy. It looks like my body clock’s adjusted to Eastern Europe’s Timezone (negative seven hours).
ReplyDeleteHindi lang ikaw. Hahaha. :>
* I drink ice cold coffee (Choco Bear Brand with one teaspoon of Nescafe Coffee) twice a day. Before I go to sleep, I drink this addictive drink. UGGH. Caffeine, I only need you during my exam week (or almost everyday). Shoo!
ReplyDelete* I can’t live without internet. Sounds OA but I’m addicted to it.
I don’t speak deep Visayan words. HAHA. One time, I asked my mom, “Ma, anong angul? Namatay?”. My mom replied, “Angul? Nasaktan. Hurt.”. “HAHA! Aba aba. Ambot oi. Basta alam ko, nasamad ang nasugatan! HAHA”
durima: my mom scolded me about drinking too much coffee....pero i love iced coffee.. my day won't be complete without it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
for me.. bahala OA basta.. hindi pwedeng walang internet.. mababaliw ako!!! huwahaha..huhuhuhuh..
"ANGUL".. my mom told me angul means "DISABLED" raw.. ewan akala ko nga ang "angul" ay "buang"... hindi pala.. wahehehehe.. =)
mao diay na inyong balay ha...hanapin ko yan
ReplyDeletemao ba na renz?
ReplyDeletewow.............And I thought I got serious issues.........
ReplyDeleteI have a different body clock. I sleep at almost 4 am, and wake up at around 1.30 – 2:00 pm. Now that’s unhealthy. It looks like my body clock’s adjusted to Eastern Europe’s Timezone (negative seven hours).
ReplyDeleteSame here. :))
I have a different body clock. I sleep at almost 4 am, and wake up at around 1.30 – 2:00 pm. Now that’s unhealthy. It looks like my body clock’s adjusted to Eastern Europe’s Timezone (negative seven hours).
ReplyDelete-same here.
sir jong:
ReplyDeletenopenope! that's not our house sir. bwahahaha :)))) but CLUE:
malapit lang yan sa amin.. basta phase 2.. yung intersection. HAHAHAH :))))
woohoo grabeh! ang daming nagreply! hahaha.
ReplyDeletekarellebulan: hahaha. thanks! :))) i mean, im getting used to it na but I still consider it as weird since ako lang ang ganito sa bahay. HAHAH
angelo0017: yeah. taga davao ako. somwhere in catalunan grande. diba taga brok ka? nursing? hahaha. may kilala ako jan, classmate ko nung highschool. hahaha, like kim ng, dustin so and many more. hahahha
emoticthuoghts AKA jaimelynn: apir bay! and second reason kung bakit minsan lang ako nakapapanood ng local news: I loathed stephen manangan. haha. bulgaraaaaaan? hahaha
missradcliffe, onelivingangel, rockroach and alexandreadee: mas malala pa nga nung sembreak EHHH! almost 6am na ako nakakatulog. SHYET.
Kataas sa imong post oi. Haha. Link mo ako sa Blogger. :D
ReplyDeletetaas ba? hahaha. basig sa spacing lang ng mga words, or otherwise. hahha
ReplyDeletesuresure! :)))))
woohoo grabeh! ang daming nagreply! hahaha.
ReplyDeletekarellebulan: hahaha. thanks! :))) i mean, im getting used to it na but I still consider it as weird since ako lang ang ganito sa bahay. HAHAH
You are populaaaar! A lot of people are putting comments sa blog mo. :)) =)) That's probably because you're the only kiddo in the house. Ooooor, you are just really weird. What can I say, all of us are weird in one way or another, diba. :P
Ay. Dili bitaw kaayo taas. Basig spacing bitaw. And all the added media. Haha. Unsa baa. Never mind me. :))
ReplyDeletekarelle:
ReplyDeletengekngek. di naman ako artista or teen housemate ni kuya. LOL.
and nopenope! may kapatid ako.. he's 14 but rarely sleeps late at night. actually 9:30 tulog na yun. HAHAHA :))
but i love the fact that being weird is somehow special.. right? or otherwise.. a freak! LOL.
cee / dimple:
ReplyDeletena link na kita cee. and OH! SABBBAAWWWW! :D lol.
wtf. LOL. =)) Some people loves to sleep. :> That's your sister/brother (What ba?) weirdness. :) Hahaha. I had to read that last sentence like 5 times to get it. :)) But anyway, I agree. :P :))
ReplyDeletehe nga ehh. kaya brother.
ReplyDeleteand oh. don't read the last sentence. and weird ehh.
Oops, sorry. I missed that. :)) Super. T.T
ReplyDeletehahaha. it's okaay :)))
ReplyDelete